So many people, when faced with terrible problems, focus on God’s character and how, if He existed, these things would not occur. I know this…
Learning who I am - a journey through faith
Tag: loss
While I am frequently reminded of Caleb’s absence, nothing drives it home more than seeing his friends and peers starting their careers, getting married, and…
Every day, I think about Caleb and mourn his absence. Some days it stabs me as if it were the day it happened. To go…
How long, Lord? Will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I wrestle with my thoughts…
Wish You Were Here by Pink Floyd is the song my alarm clock most often plays. Whether or not it plays, the sentiment remains. Every…
Four years have passed since I last saw Caleb alive and twelve years since Emily died. It still hurts like HELL! Unfortunately, this overused phrase…
A few days ago I read something which made me stop. It made me want to hear what her next point would be. When your…
After speaking my truth to whomever asked the first few months after Caleb died, I go out of my way to let people live their…
His hurt, pain, and depression did not go away. It is transferred to me. Maybe this is a law of conservation, but not one of…
In 2015, Caleb spent the summer interning at NASA on the PRANDTL glider with Chief Scientist Albion Bowers. As Caleb and I drove home cross-country…