Upon learning of my son’s death, many people say, “I can’t imagine.” I know you cannot and I could not either. The following is a…
Learning who I am - a journey through faith
Category: Grief
After speaking my truth to whomever asked the first few months after Caleb died, I go out of my way to let people live their…
His hurt, pain, and depression did not go away. It is transferred to me. Maybe this is a law of conservation, but not one of…
Vultures ride thermals, circling, until they find their prey. They do not prey on the weak to kill, but wait to eat the dead in…
In 2015, Caleb spent the summer interning at NASA on the PRANDTL glider with Chief Scientist Albion Bowers. As Caleb and I drove home cross-country…
About this time 26 years ago, Donna and I found out we were pregnant for the second time. After years of trying, crying, and then…
September is suicide awareness month. Many people want to focus on prevention. Sure, prevention would be nice. Maybe billboards or someone on the TV or…
Many days I wish I could see images in my mind just so I can see Caleb’s face. I think it would be from the…
Almost 39 months have passed since Caleb died. Did you notice I have not posted anything for over 70 days? I broke my 30-month posting…
I have learned a new word. “Pessimum”, a noun meaning the least favorable environmental condition under which an organism can survive. I think my life…
