The further down this road I go, the further away I get from who I once was. I am moving forward but not toward what…
Learning who I am - a journey through faith
Tag: loss
Today is 20 months, 610 days, since Caleb died. Five months ago today I posted Tattoo Dissection: Memorial for Caleb. I had planned to do…
It has been 19 months since Caleb died and I am still grieving. It feels like 19 years except sometimes it feels like it has…
Previously I shared one of Caleb’s favorite songs by Coldplay. I don’t have a few favorites but I have a few groups I play in…
When you try your best but you don’t succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired…
Most people do not want to talk about their death. Even fewer want to plan for it. I think I am safe in saying no…
In Canny Clever Caleb Chess, I tell of Caleb’s promise and fulfillment of working for NASA. As a part of his plan to do so,…
Many people are uncomfortable with my grief. I am told to “give it to God”, “stop dwelling on the past”, or they simply avoid talking with…
Today is fifteen months, 457 days, since Caleb died. I have told several of my stories with him and have plenty more planned. My love…
Anyone who knew me when I was on campus at college, knew who I was meant to be, or at least who I now want…
